Friday, May 18, 2007

When do you know you have done enuff?

When do you know that you have done your best and that you should move on? I like to think that life is simple and the degree of complication all depends on what we allow in our lives and how we let circumstances or that moment affect us or if i am pmsing that day? I am not feeling low or despondent today.. i was just wondering what's next for me as i sit in my shared office space which will not be the case for too long thank god! (yes! am actually going to move to a little space of mine which will be quiet and i get the view of the sea! )


Of late i have been waking up and feeling pretty much in a limbo state, wondering about my goals and things that i like to accomplish for myself and when i will accomplish them. We sat timelines on ourselves cos we want to achieve it and not just because we like to be unconsciously stressed by these timelines! :) Sometimes we got to push back these time lines for various reasons and try to be patient about it. (i don't have a lot of that these days...)


Some commented maybe it's time for me to have a little one, the truth is physically i dont feel my body clock ticking. If it's anything that is ticking its that sense of achievement and accomplishment at 31... I look around me and see how my peers and friends are so into their jobs and accomplished so much in their position. I am so proud of them and admire them for that. But i know where they are is not for me. I am perhaps a bit of a free spirit? Some has shared with me that they think i am brave to take that step and basically uprooted myself to be with my hubby and doing something completely different. I wasn't sure if it was a brave act. But it was definitely something i wanted to do and to live in a place like this.


So why am i in the mood?... ah well i guess it's just one of those self-evaluation day... :)...

1 comment:

just a girl said...

Me been having that for the past few weeks which is kinda why no updates from me lately :B Take your time and just remember my favourite phrase, dear - "No regrets"

You added the New Year photos to your slide! :D