roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

these days when i get very angry, i find myself close to tears and my heart thumping so fast that i just might have an immature heart attack! so infuriating cos it seems to come across as if you are weak. damn it....

once again i was informed the immigration law made some changes to visa regulation. Mr-35-years-of- experience knew it early yesterday morning and seem to conveniently forgot until i received an email from our immigration lawyer (she is actually very wonderful!) today telling me the news and that my husband might not be able to leave the country this thursday. what makes me really really mad is the fact that i have done my part, informing everyone early and giving them ample time to process our visas. the delay was due to mr-know-it-all delaying in payment to our lawyers... and then promises that we have got P-L-E-N-T-Y of time!

if you watch those japanese cartoon, just imagine my face turning tomato red and my brain cells coming out from an imaginary blowhole on top of my head ... once again, they brought out the walking time-bomb witch or bitch in me...

(i just need an outlet friends... forgive the nude and the evil picture. seems to personify me at the moment minus the muscles and well endowed boobies. escaping by going into another persona sometimes helps to deal with an onset of emotions! )